Random thoughts

HELLOOOO THEEERRREEEEE

:)

I was just thinking.

Well i've been thinking a lot these few days.

About sooo many things

I can't even begin to explain how confused I am.

Well firstly,

I think pizza's are the best thing in the world and I don't see how anything can top that, really.

Someone enlighten me.

Also,

I can't really help myself but i've been watching so many movies the past 2 days and they've got me thinking so much.

Yesterday, I watched

Beautiful Creatures.

Which indeed was a very beautiful movie and I think everyone should watch it.

Lena's mom is a real bitch and she deserved to die. 

idek.

Anyways, that movie kinda made sense but the next movie I watched was

Warm Bodies

and wow it was a cute movie but like

If you have watched it, 

do you feel me?

Because I don't think people realize this enough.

In normal zombie movies, 

they cant even walk in normal speed.

BUT THIS ONE

omg

classic

THEY RUN

But anyways, I will never understand how zombies could turn back into human and how R wasn't freaking out when he got shot and started bleeding.

If I was a zombie, I would freak out.

But ah well.

500 Days of Summer,

on the other had.

Is perfection.

"You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit."

“People don’t realize this but loneliness, it’s underrated.” 

— 500 days of summer

This was the perfect movie omg really.

Anyways, maybe it's because i've had too much time since it's the holidays so I drowned myself in sappy love movies. 

But I kinda like it idk.

Other than the movies and love and shit.

I don't think i've ever expressed my absolute undying love for Josh Franceschi 

Really, tho.

Its like he's the male version of me,

you feel?

Yeap,

I feel it too.

And I think Alex Gaskarth and I were meant to be.

Just look.

I'm not even kidding.

ok

ALSOOOOOOO

the FULL STREAM of Sleeping with Sirens new album, Feel, came out yesterday and I was so excited I can't even. If you know me well enough, you'd know how much I absolutely love Sleeping With Sirens and cried when they came out on stage during their concert in February. 

There are some songs that are quite different from songs from With Ears To See and Eyes To Hear but I think the whole album is pretty legit.

They've really outdone it this time.

My favorite songs are Feel Again, Feel, Sorry, Congratulations and Satellite.

I still love all the others but yeah.

I've had this album on loop since yesterday.

It was such a big transition from their acoustic EP to this.

I just can't.

Anyways,

I should be blogging about other more interesting things but the holidays fried my brains.

Or maybe i'm just lazy.

I'm a bad blogger.

Heres a few selfies and photoshoot stuff

which you dont want to see.

ok bye

Don't you threaten me with a good time

Hey guysss!

:D

SOOOOOO

just random update on something that i've been way over-excited about.

The official release of the MV for

BULLS IN THE BRONX

and

BACKSEAT SERENADE

If you know me well enough, you'd probably know that I love Pierce the Veil and All Time Low more than life. 

jejejejehejejejejejeje

ANDDZZZZZZZZ

If you haven't heard it

or watched the video.

You're missing out

KBAI

Tame your mane?

Heeeeyyyyyyy

So my mum just came back from Thailand and i'm soooo extremely happy.

Like, finally. 

Yes, I do depend a lot on my mum and she's the only person who actually tries to understand me apart from my dad who's indifferent about possibly everything.

Anyways,

If you know me well enough,

You'd know that I absolutely love all things

Soap & Glory.

Anything from hair products to scrubs.

In my first few posts I mentioned that I bought the

Glad Hair Day shampoo and conditioner.

Now my shampoo is finishing so I gotta get more when I go down to KL next weekend.

Anyways,

I still have half a bottle of the conditioner left

and about 1/4 of the shampoo.

I've been using the conditioner for quite a while and i've always felt that it never conditions my hair enough.

So if you're wondering what my hair products has got to do with my mum coming back from Thailand,

She got me this on her trip there!

Soap & Glory Glad hair Day INTENSIVE Conditioner!

okay i'm like,

super happy because not only is it INTENSIVE.

Which means it should make my hair softer and silkier.

It smells much better than the normal conditioner!

And the normal ones already smell heavenly.

But i'm not going to put anything to waste,

I will wait until my normal conditioner finishes till I start with this bottle.

So, thank you mummmmyyyy! :'D

Unflattering and unneeded photo of self and conditioner. 

GBAIIIIIII

Take me away

Sometimes I just wonder why I was born in this family.

Not because of my parents.

But because of my brother.

I know this is gonna be another pointless rant but really,

I don't even know anymore.

I love my mum and I love my dad.

And I love my brother too.

But now,

I just want to leave this house and get away from him.

I just need time away from all his crap.

Like, I know how everyone says that you're lucky if you have a sibling.

I do feel lucky sometimes. 

But the past few months,

having a sibling felt worse than feeling lonely.

All I get is complained about

having to deal with his lame complaints and excuses.

I know it's not his responsibility to fetch me around and all.

But it's not like I force him.

It's not like my parents force him.

I cant even.

Just.

No. 

And like,

he doesn't have to complain to everyone about how fetching me to tuitions and stuff is a burden.

Like.

IF I HAD MY OWN DRIVING LICENSE,

YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO OK.

And like.

If I had a choice whether to drive myself or let him drive me,

i'd drive myself, honestly.

And if i had a choice to live with my family + him or live alone far, far away,

i'd rather live alone.

And like, i've been trying to be nice to him.

And all the while,

what do I get?

All his shit and excuses.

Like you're freaking 19.

Grow up.

I can't wait till I leave.

Or he leaves. 

Or I just die.
Whatever.

I don't even want to have anything to do with him.

Appreciation

I came home with McD for my dad tonight and being as cute as he is, he went out of the room right after I told him.

This was our conversation 

Dad:  The nugget's for who? You eat dy? 

Me: For you la. Bought for you wan ma. Yeah ate dy.

Dad: Wahhh thank you, thank you! No chilli sauce ah? I just want the fries nie. 

*walks into his room with the whole bag of food*

LOL.

So now he's happily eating his McD in his room.

I bought it for him cause I felt bad for leaving him alone the past two days. 

He has been having dinners alone since my mum went to Thailand for a conference and I can see that he's quite lonely without my mum around.

And I also felt that I never really show my appreciation to him a lot although I really do.

He always gives me the best of everything and goes out of his way to get me anything I want.

He would always buy pizza home because he knows how much I love pizza.

*i think he secretly loves it too* 

haha!

And he's done so much for me.

I feel so bad for leaving him alone the past two evenings. 

I've been so caught up with going out for dinner with friends.

All in all, 

I think we should all learn how to show our appreciation to our parents, friends and even siblings more often because sometimes, they do feel unappreciated and that all their efforts don't matter to you. 

Sometimes, even my dad feels unappreciated. 

And he scolds us and says we aren't appreciative of everything he does for the family.

Even though deep down, he knows we are. 

So sometimes, 

simple gestures make a world of difference.

Show your appreciation.

Give them a nice hug, 

buy them something small, 

get them some food (everyone loves food), 

say a simple "thank you".

A little goes a long way. :)

I thought of this while I was showering.

HAHA BATHROOM THOUGHTS.

But really, everyone wants to feel appreciated and loved. 

So show your appreciation to someone. 

:)

Here's a very unattractive picture of me and my other photogetic family members. LOL i can never understand how my dad looks normal in every picture. :)

That's my family and I love them very much :)

GBAIIIIII!

Goodbye, January.

Hello :)

Well January was extremely eventful.

._______.

Spent New Year's at SQ

:)

The fireworks were soo beautiful! :)

Spent the rest of the day hanging around :)

:)

And "hell" continued for the rest of the month. TT

#random rant

I hate how I have no time for anything.

I can hardly find the energy to blog or exercise when i'm piled up with homework, activities and tuitions.

It's so tiring. 

GAH

Hi school shoe :) 

One more year.

I also wore a cute ribbon to school almost every day this month! :D

:DDDD

RM 5 from DAISO.

Best RM 5 I spent ;D

I also took the time to clear my closet!

#proud of self.

And had a lot of good food + drinks

:D

There are much more but yeah :PP

I also went out with my girls and made enzymes for my moral project!

:D

Recieved a beautiful rose from bfffffku, Shannen. :)

Met this cuteeeee kid :D

Got ready to move into the new house :)

:)

And I spent about 1234567 hours with this girl.

Yeap and that's about it.

I learnt so much this month.

And by the grace of God.

Oh gosh,

I made it though the first of 12 chapters of 2013.

I am so thankful for everything and everyone who has put up with my mood swings, irritable ways and random "i'm so tired of everything" breakdowns. :)

You can stop reading here :D

or you could look at my random selfies. 

.____.

I just wanted to keep them as memories here soooooo :D

GOODBYE! :)